dancing in a bathroom after successfully shooting up, jacking off thinking about killing yourself, and realizing you're transgender while giving blood at age 43

listen to more madonna.

complete life.

and scribble in the blanks.

because life is a mystery,

and i hear you call my name.

take me there.

in dirty clothes.

to strip clubs that smell awful

where i can fall asleep

and drink cherry cola.

i'll be alright awhile

because

it's like a prayer.